Sorry Not Sorry

Hi Queen,

  The theme for the month of August has been “following your inner wisdom”, and as it comes to an end I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter how many degrees I obtain in this life I will never have all of the answers. It’s not my job to worry about how another person perceives me, why that one job didn’t work out or why I’m not blogging full time from a café in Paris... (yet). What I can say is that I no longer ignore the signs I prayed for, when someone shows me who they are, I believe them the first time.  When I think back on all the time I wasted on pointless conversations and entertaining people just for the sake of having notification it prompted me to acknowledge that needed to nurture myself.

Until you’re ready to get honest with yourself and have that difficult conversation you will keep going in toxic cycles until you do. Once you become aware of your codependency you make yourself available for the next step, transformation. It is up to each Queen to hone her spiritual ear through a daily practice of : prayer, meditation and journaling. I have evolved and I will never give someone the same version of me twice. Queen, we must absolutely choose ourself this time and when God opens this next door it will close a lot of mouths concerning you.  

  -XX